Today was a totally boring day. ^^

Got the idiotic English test which was draining my brain energy.

Then still got the PE 2.4km RUN!

Totally drained my energy.

Keep wanting to sleep.

Everytime sports make me tired thanks to my illness. ^^

Only people who are close with me knows what is my illness.

So don't bother asking what is it.

You can ask, but its my choice whether to tell you not. ^^

I know I'm mean, but I don't care, cause I'm really mean. ^^

Chemistry even boring.

Was drawing covalent and ionic bonding.

My circles drawings FTW! ^^

Totally don't look like circles at all.

Pro right?

I know. ^^

You don need say I also know. ^^

Don't say I zilian or zikua cause I'm not. ^^

Just now bathing.

Stood under the running water for 10minutes.

Thinking.

Images, words, text, all flashing in my brain.

Thinking: 'Am I in the wrong? Is it time to stop?' 'Understood. Stopping or not is not my choice. They chose it.' 'Time to stop. Just stop it. I'm not gonna do anything about it anymore. ^^'

Thinking and thinking. Think till stood under the running water for more than 10 minutes.

I know waste water. ^^

Long long one time. So nevermind. ^^

Then I was doing my Biology homework.

Doing the Theory Workbook.

Spent 3 hours just to answer a question.

Which the answer was: 'Chloroplast' ^^

I know I'm pro.

Until 7.30pm then I did really start to chiong my Biology homework.

Finished TWB, doing 10 years' series. ^^

In the end, do halfway, came to blog. ^^

Totally distracted from my homework.

Attracted to my laptop. ^^

Shall go finish my homework after blogging. ^^ I'm a good gurl. ^^

Later still need do tuition homework.

Keep dragging and dragging.

Till now still haven't do.

Tomorrow still have Biology sup and tuition.

So must finish all homework by today.

^^

Yesterday was the last episode of 拍卖。

The last episode was very chiong(rushed) sia.

The guys suddenly appeared and was crippled.

Made it real sad.

Watched everything, nearly cried.

Stanley was like sooo bad sia.

How can he indirectly killed Zihao. Zihao also never do anything. Stanley don't keep his word. ._.

Such a man shouldn't even exist.

Suanle. Its just a show. Don't so emotional, PEIQI!

^^

I'm cold-blooded. ^^ I like it this way.

Then suddenly Renyi and Madam suddenly became old, had kids, then become super old. ._.

Super fast. Suddenly pictures pop out, see them old. ._.

Look so fake.

Want look old also make more real ma.

Tomorrow still need continue English test. .__.

Still got Biology homework.

Shall go do now and stop blogging. ^^

Byes~~

P/S I know I ain't posting much pictures recently. But I hadn't been going out = no pictures. Why don't it be like this. I promise, the next post will certainly have pictures already. ^^ *pinky promise*

Today was the heritage tour which was REALLY FUN! NOT!

It was 100% pure boring.

Walked here walked there.

Then went to the Supreme Court there see.

Boring~~

Went inside the court there sit.

Sit there fun. ^^

Then later went to the Parl Connect I think.

Which WASN'T really fun. -.-

Had to listen to the instructor talk.

Yawnszxcxc.

Then later arnd 5pm boarded the bus back to school.

On the bus was the fun. ^^

Sze Hao keep taking the rolled up paper to hit Benedict. ^^

But hit very LOUD!

Overall, it was quite boring for the tour but fun on the bus. ^^

Say people badmouthing people. Its not as if you didn't do that yourself right?.

Other people are changing without you seeing it.

So why aren't you changing too?

I know my attitude got problem.

That's why I'm trying to change.

When I see your attitude to me, even if I change, I also don see the need to let you see.

What for do I let you see it when you just continue on commenting it?

Change your attitude first before you can even see whether I did change or not.

You have friends not because you think you are so popular.

People have friends is because of your attitude.

Of how you act, how you treat them.

Recall.

How do you treat your friends?

Show off in front of them?

Bragging how awesome you are?

Badmouthing others behind their back?

Thats how you treated her

Badmouthed her behind her back.

And actually told me how you hate her.

Seriously ah.

You don't treat her as your friend but she is my best friend.

If I told her how you badmouthed her, what do you think she will feel?

Ask yourself from the bottom of your heart.

Did you think that you might have done something wrong?

If you think you didn't, I can tell you.

All your friends will leave you someday.

Its just a matter of time.

I have already reflected on myself and understood.

What about you now?

I'm not trying to scold you.

I just wanna let you understand.

If you think otherwise, I have nothing else to say.

I'm not treating them for granted.

People leave you is because of how you act.

You don't treasure her, but I do know.

No one knows that best but yourself.

No ones knows who I treat best. Who I treasure most.

Cause all these, I am the only one that knows.

So, don't bother commenting on it.

Cause this my how it works for me.

Everyone has different ways of expressing.

For me, I don't express it on the outside.

Because I believe all these things are only expressed in our hearts.

For ourself to see.

For ourself to understand.

Not for all to see.

What do you achieve by letting all others see that?

Nothing, isn't it?

Instead others will start to mock and commenting.

So why not just keep it inside your heart?

If you think I'm taking my friends for granted, that's where you are wrong.

Its hard to find true friends in this world now.

People are having masks over their face.

"Wolf in a sheep's clothing"

I believe you have heard that before isn't it?

Not much people understand me cause the trust between us is not strong enough.

Only trust between people who are strong, can understand each other.

Like me and Maegy

I can tell her everything cause I believe in her.

I believe she won't spread everything I told her to any others.

But I can't believe that you won't.

Because you betrayed the trust again and again.

I showed appreciation and sincerity.

But what did you guys do?

Disregard it.

Treated it like shit?

You guys made it hard for me to open up.

Show you guys what I really feel.

Its really hard.

Cause that trust is slowly disappearing.

Trust is like an eraser.

It becomes smaller whenever you make a mistake.

After mistake and mistake, the eraser is become smaller and smaller.

And it slowly just disappear.

This is what is happening to our trust.

Bit by bit, disappearing.

If you don't even understand me well, what right do you think you have to comment on me?

Just ignoring me, don't even bother to care.

Is that what you meant by you don't see me trying at all?

You think I'm self-centered.

I'm changing.

You are self-centered yourself.

And you don't bother changing it.

And you want others to change.

You want others to change to suit you.

But why must others change to suit you?

People find friends who suit each other and not forcing the person to change to suit you.

That is not friendship.

I care. I concern. From the bottom of my heart.

You guys think I'm just faking it.

If you don't believe, I don't mind.

Cause I have already done my part.

It was you who started it first and you can like just push the blame all to me?

That's just really great.

If you know who is this referring to, please understand.

If you don't, and you just ignore this,

I don't mind.

Cause I have already done what I am supposed to do.

If you don't believe what I'm saying.

Then nevermind.

Cause like what Zane said: 'Try your best', 'Show her your sincerity', 'If there is a will, there is a way'

I tried my best.

天灰

如果你不再出现　我的世界　还有什么可贵

可惜不够时间　让我们试验　什么叫永远

想念变成怀念　心动变成心碎

遍遍还会关切　你最后属于谁

我的天空今天有点灰

我的心是个落叶的季节

我不知道如何度过今夜

所有的灯早已经全都熄灭

如果你从没出现　我会不会　觉得快乐一些

可惜残忍时间　总要把诺言一点点捶毁

想念变成怀念　心动变成心碎

遍遍还会关切　你最后属于谁

我的天空今天有点灰

我的心是个落叶的季节

我不知道如何度过今夜

所有的灯　早已经全都熄灭

我的天空今天有点灰

我的心是个落叶的季节

我不知道如何度过今夜

所有的灯　早已经全都熄灭

我的天空今天有点灰

我的心是个落叶的季节

我不知道如何度过今夜

所有的灯　早已经全都熄灭

This is song is describing how my mood feels now. Sort of. ^^

Sorry guys.. But I don't know why the pictures just cannot be like normal angle.. -.-

Tried already.

So I guess you guys just have to tilt your heads. :x

My kindergarden class. ^^
Miss my kindergarden friends so much. :(
Practically grew up with Carina my whole life~ Knew her since kindergarden till now. Still in contact with her after so many years even though we went to different schools. Miss her so much though cause we seldom meet up nowadays. Although we didn't meet up frequently, we always have so much to say whenever we see each other. Endless of things to chat about. Chat about everything. Everything that we missed out from each other lives.
Thanks for being my listening ear and always comforts me when I am feeling down. I treasure our friendship very much. ^^ And I hope you do too. ^^ Hope we can meet up soon and chat! I miss you so muchhh, Carina!
Talk about many things together. Playing together. I remember when we were still in kindergarden. I kept going to your house to play. ^^ Then play till late liau I still don wanna go home. :x
Then everyday keep telling my mum to bring me to your house to play. ^^ Primary school still the same thing. Although didn't go to same school with you, I still want to go your house everyday to play. Hahas. Wished I went to the same school as you. Then my life now won't so sad. :( Cause if go same schools, I will still have you beside me everyday. ^^ But never same school also nevermind. Cause even though we are from different schools, we still keep in contact and are still best friends. This proves that no matter what happens, our friendship can take any challenge. ^^

I just wanna let you know I treasure our friendship alot. Afterall, how many people can still be in good relationships with their kindergarden friend though. And I'm happy that we are one of them. ^^

Haha. I still remember this picture. ^^ Took this at my grandmother house when I was still in primary school. My fringe very L-O-L! Look so weird.
Still remember how Chye was so cheerful in the past. ^^ Now never smile much liau. Tsk. MUST SMILE MORE HOR CHYE!
My baby sister face look so innocent. :x Remember how we all played together when we were kids. Chye sometimes come my house play toys. ^^ Then end up sit there watch tv. Look so innocent at that time. Now hor.. Haish. So mean liau. Still like the Chye in the past. XD
Nowadays still got play together. Still got remember one time when I going to Chye's house. Then we walk go. I was carrying the keyboard then Chye help me carry my laptop. Then later walking, we saw a boy wearing a girl's uniform walking down the stairs. Then we stare at the person then the person suddenly turn and glare at us. Then Chye said: "SHIT! Faster run faster run! Later the person take knife come and hack us!" Then we were running away like siau. Later reached the lift, B.R.E.A.T.H.L.E.S.S
LOL! Super funny. Then we were laughing like mad. Next time hopes it happens again. It was fun!

Hope to go to Chye's house again then can play together. But these few days busy with schoolwork. Plus MYE coming soon. Sien.. Then Chye also never jio me to arcade. MEAN!

Haish. Still like the Chye when we were young. Play toys together. How fun was that? ^^

Taken at my grandma's house again during CNY last year I think. ((:
Was in the room playing BlackJack. Then later time for lunch, all dispersed. Then we stay inside take photos and enjoy the air-con cause the table not enough space for everyone to sit.
See Maegy behind playing laptop? ^^ Invited her along. But in the end, end up I play BlackJack then she play laptop. I'M SO SORRY MAEGY! T_T I PROMISE IT WON'T HAPPEN AGAIN NEXT TIME! Hope you will still come to my grandma's house next year. ^^

My another cousin. Jingwen. ^^ Always like to stick to me. -.- Quite fun lurh she. But sometimes will drive people pekchek. Cause she keep quarreling with her brother. -.-

Everytime play pairs, she want to pair with me. Garry want to pair with me. -.- Don't know pair with who. End up all don play or else play single. ^^

I know its cool. ^^

Enjoyed my time together with Maegy. Makes me smile everytime without fail. Although her jokes abit leng. *Freezing* But it still makes me smile. *shows bright teeth* It doesn't matter whether she did say jokes to make me laugh. Instead, when I just look at her, I will just smile naturally. Cause she is my true friend. ^^
Knew her for 2 years plus already. Happy to know her. ^^ Cause overtime, she became my really best friend. Sometimes I in bad mood scold her, she also don't mind cause she understands how I'm feeling and I really thank her for understanding me. ^^ And became my best friend too.
Sometimes we do quarrel, but less than 5minutes, we forget everything as became best friends again. ^^ Maegy didn't blame me for scolding her though. ^^ Cause quarrels always starts with me when I am in bad mood. >:
Really enjoyed my time with her together. Happy that she became my best friend. Tons of things to say to her. Here goes:
Maegy, thanks for being my best friend. Always lend me your shoulder when I'm feeling sad. Always being my listening ear when I have tons of things to say. Thanks for encouraging me, staying by me no matter what happens. I LOVE YOU!
I wanna tell you, I treasure our friendship much! ^^ And I hope you do too! ♥

Enjoyed my time too with Erra~ ^^
She's my BFF and my HUSBAND! ♥
She is my true friend too. ^^ Whenever see her will laugh automatically. Cause Erra is just the most cheerful girl I have even seen. ^^
Love you ERRA! ♥ I enjoyed the time that we spent together as a clique. Maegy, Wanling, You and Me! ((: Everytime go out together and play, I will forget all my worries and enjoy the day with you guys. Although we haven't been coming out together for a long time, but I believe our friendship won't change though! Cause I believe in our friendship. Our friendship is able to take any challenges. ((:
We seldom quarrel or we can say we don't quarrel at all, right? ^^ I really hope we won't quarrel over anything. ^^ Best Friends sometimes do quarrel over small matters but we still will become Best Friends again after a few minutes! That are what Best Friends are! ^^
I wanna tell you: I enjoyed the time that we all spent together. The time we played together. Talked together. Crapped together. ^^ I hope we can come out together again and have fun together. ^^ I miss our clique sooo much. >:
I wanna tell you that I treasure our friendship alot! And I always will. ♥
I LOVE YOU! ♥

And for you, I just wanna tell you that you were once my best friend. I really did treat you as my best friend though I know you might have didn't. If you really treated me as your friend, our friendship wouldn't be so fragile. Easily broken. And it ended just like this. I just wanna tell you that you are still my friend though, even after what you said. But I know that you don't treat me as your friend anymore.

Suan le.

You don't even get what the hints that I'm trying to tell you.

If you still don't get it, then suan le.

I don't wanna care anymore.

To me, 2011 just sucks big time.

They are the only people that I need in my life.

They make my world colourful.

Made me happy.

Gave me everything that I needed.

Nothing will ever replace them.

Nothing will ever destroy the relationship between us.

Cause we are BFFs. ((:

I only believe what they tell me, cause its nothing but the truth.

I believe in BFFs because they are my BFFs.

I don't have to hold back my laughter with them.

Cause they taught me how to laugh. How to be cheerful.

They encouraged me, comforted me when I'm feeling down.

They are my true friends. And always will.

Our friendship will last forever~

At my grandma house currently. Just finished dinner. My uncle bought a new laptop and broadband. So can play laptop here. (((: Then take pictures again. XD

I finished dinner le seh. They all still eating... So slow..

Teehee. So bored. Now lazy take pictures liau.

Just opened a blogshop with Erra

http://awesomest-finds.blogspot.com

DO SUPPORT! :D

Ytd tell me in fb chat one. So touched. ^^

Went out with Zona today morning. ((((:

Went to arcade first. XD

Played a few games. The dancing one and the jubeat knit.

I super noob at the dancing one lo. I like wood. The arrows all keep going different angles one. Need chiong.. -.-

Then I ended up standing there. Watching the song pass... -.-

Everytime I play keep fail one sia. :x

The jubeat knit I also not very good at it. :x

Must go train.

I only like the jubeat knit.

Super fun one can!!

Then later went to eat breakfast.

Zona was like camera-ready all the time sia... Wth...

Zona so pretty seh. Tsktsk. Jealous jealous. :x

Then she keep taking pictures when I'm eating... -.-

Then later I eat finish, she go eat Oreo McFlurry.

She found one $10 note that appeared mysteriously in the wallet.

:x

Then go buy ice-cream.

Then I ended up taking pictures of her when she eating.

Then my phone keep auto-focusing. Then Zona posed for the camera... -.-

Difficult to get a candid shot out of her... -.-

Everytime take picture she confirm camera-ready one...

I won't lo. She want take candid let her take. I pose or no pose for camera no difference. :x

Plus I also not pretty. Pose also useless. XD

Took this at the arcade!

Teehee. Candid shot of her dancing. XD

SEE! POSED AGAIN!

Still dancing. XD

SEE LA! ALWAYS POSED FOR CAMERA ONE!

Sort of candid shot I guess. XD

POSED FOR THE CAMERA AGAIN!

Not camera-ready. Faster block!

STILL NOT CAMERA-READY!

UNGLAM CANDID SHOT! XD

SEE! She keep posing for the camera! See what I MEANT!

Tsktsk.

Next time ask her help me paint nails. XD

Out to play~~ ♥♥

Went out with Maegy and Zona last Saturday. ((((:

Super fun!!

Met up at Jurong East MRT Station. ((((:

Then went to Dhoby Ghaut..

Took the wrong line... -.-

Wasted time...

20++ stations...

Stood all the way. Legs was super tired...

Then went to Dhoby Ghaut to eat, walk and play. :X

7 storeys high...

Tiring...

Then went to eat LJS~~

XD

Wanted to eat subway. But couldn't find. Then when eat finish then walk then saw subway...-.-

Wth sia..

Wanted to watch Red Riding Hood... But ticket price was $10...

Too expensive... -.-

Then went to arcade...

Walked one round and came out again. Window shopping for 1 hours plus plus then go to Lot 1.

Wanted to go west mall to take neoprints. But they no card... So go Lot 1 arcade.

Kenna dragged by Zona to play the dancing game... -.-

Totally no clue on how to play...

Embarrassing sia... I don even dare to jump....

Next time cannot go arcade wid Zona liau.

Super scary one Zona. :x

Before we went to arcade, went to Cotton On first.

Saw clothes that I liked!

Totally $40 plus... -.-

Saw Zona's shirt too!

Wanted to buy. XD

But Zona say cannot.

=.=

Then later supposed to eat dinner together after arcade.. But Zona had to leave first because her dad called. Don't know why. Then go eat dinner wid Maegy. Super fullllllll~~~ :x

Then later her sister and boyfriend come.. Totally hyper... -.- Nothing much to talk wid them.. -.-

Then after that I had to go first because my mum nag... -.-

Then went home alone.. Pathetic.

:x

Maegy's super unglam face~~ :x

Maegy confirm going to kill me when she see this picture... :x

Posted on Facebook too. She's going to kill me twice...

:X

Took this at the Roof Garden at Lot 1. :x

Bought tidbits then go there slack and eat. ((((:

Then later when going off, I told Maegy to help me take Green Tea cause I wanted to play in the arcade. Then she say later after play I must take. :x

Then I go swear: "I SWEAR TO GOD, I WON'T TAKE IT" Then the couple beside me turned around... -.- Wtf sia. Super paiseh sia. Wanted to dig a hole and crawl into it sia.

Superrrrrrr paisehhhhhh. Shout too loudly sia. Jialat. )))):

Saw this at Daiso. Forget at which Daiso. 0.o Dhoby Ghaut I think.This one is those kind of "stickers" where you iron on your clothes then will stick there one. XD Look so cute sia.. Wanted to buy it. But I no clothes for it to be ironed on... -.- My clothes all got pattern one sia... Only got some clothes is plain. But not suitable for ironing.. )))):

Saw this at PrizeStage at Dhoby Ghaut. Soooooooo Cute sia!! I want the toy!! But its obviously difficult to catch... -.- This one is Dale I think.. Not sure. Don't remember... Its soooo cute. I want he toy!! I want lots and lots of soft toys!!! ♥♥♥♥

Zona's birthday "card" made by Maegy~~~ Naish right! But then Zona go fold and stuff it inside her bag.. =.= Then later Maegy saw and told her to take it out... Then spoil liao... -.- Maegy nearly went crazy... XD Me and Zona was laughing like siau. :x So mean. XD

Saw this at Daiso at Dhoby Ghaut too. (((((:

The cup is like sooooo cute. So I took at picture of it. ((((:

Bear picture on the cup~~ ♥♥

Cute seh. ♥♥

$2...

This also another cup seen in Daiso. ♥♥

Chick~~ Singing chick. ♥

Cute right!!

Random short of Maegy~~ She was dreaming~~ ♥

Used secondary camera to take picture wid Maegy~~ Quality not good... -.-

Was waiting for Zona cause she was in the toilet.. Took such a long time.. Stuck in the toilet bowl... -.-

Zona zilian. Keep want us take picture of her. XD

Teehee. My zilian picture~~ ♥♥

Hehe. Take with Maegy~~ ♥

Random short on the MRT~~

(((((((((((:

My pose super lameeeeeee...

Zona never change pose. XD

At least I changed my pose. ((((:

Maegy took this on the MRT too~~

See how messy my hair is... -.-

Zona eating curry puff I think. Posed properly for the picture. XD

Drinking BIG BOTTLE of Green Tea. XD Maegy face kenna cut off. XD

Zona wanted us to take picture of her again. XD

Zilian one she. :D

Took this in the toilet with Maegy~~ ♥♥

Maegy advertising Green Tea.

Maegy: Green Tea~ Green Green one. NAISH! ♥

Lynnette: GOOD! ♥

Maegy: HEY!

Lynnette: Nononno~~

Maegy: BIG BAG!! ♥

Lynnette: YAY! ♥

Group photo~~ ♥♥

My biscuits~~ ♥♥

Stupid faces~~ XD

Maegy and Zona bought this at Dhoby Ghaut. XD

Maegy so short. ♥♥

Zona even shorter! HAHA ♥

Zona the witch.

Maegy the cleaner.

♥♥

Zona: Sweeping the floor happily~~ ♥

Zona: THIS BROOM IS SO COOL!

Drink champagne~~ ♥

Zona: Listening to music~~ ♥♥

Saw this at PrizeStage at Dhoby Ghaut too! CUTE RIGHT! I KNOW! I WANT MA~ ♥♥♥

MEGA HUGE DOMO!

AT PRIZESTAGE!

CUTE RIGHT!!!

I WANT TO KIDNAP IT AND BRING HOME~!

Took another picture wid Maegy again cause was waiting for Zona who was stuck in the toilet bowl. ♥♥

Zona is camera-ready again... -.-

CANDID SHOT!

Took wid Zona again. ((((:

Took with Zona at Roof Garden~~~

Maegy help us take.

Took with Maegy again while SOMEONE was stuck in the toilet bowl.. ♥♥

Helped Zona and Maegy take on the MRT~~

This one is Maegy help take. (((((: