You are all I ever wanted ♥

What's happening to me?

I'm starting to lose my way..

I find it hard to pick myself up again.

Or rather, I don't know how to stand up.

I'm tired of trying. I'm tired of being rejected.

I know you love her.

Can't you see? I'm pretending that I don't mind. But I do.

You say its fake. But its difficult to believe.

I just hope you wont see this post.

Because I'm afraid that she would see it too.

Lynnette is:

♥ Afraid to take the first step.

♥ Afraid of moving on.

♥ Doesn't want to let go.

Am I really doing the wrong thing? Is it time for me to move on? I don't want to move on. I just don't wanna forget about you. I can't let go of you. Sometimes, the hardest thing for me to do is not wanting to move on. Its that I have to move on.

Is it time for me to move on? I'm scared. I just want you here with me. Accompany me to move on. But I know its impossible. You have her in your heart. I don't stand a place in your heart. But I just want you to know that, I will wait. I can wait. I will wait till you come back to me, back into my life. ♥

You just told me that you loved her. It really breaks my heart knowing that. But I can't let you see it. I just said that I wait till you come back to me, back into my life. But it seems to me that its quite impossible. When will you ever know that I'm in love with you? I've been dropping hints to you many times. But you just don't seem to picking up the hints.

Maybe its really the time for me to let go.

You are all that I ever wanted.

Paramore - All I wanted

Think of me when you're out, when you're out there
I'll beg you nice from my knees
And when the world treats you way too fairly
Well, it's a shame I'm a dream

All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you

I think I'll pace my apartment a few times
And fall asleep on the couch
And wake up early to black and white reruns
That escaped from the mouth, oh, oh

All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you

I could follow you to the beginning
Just to relive the start
And maybe then we'll remember to slow down
And all of our favorite parts

All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you