School (:

Secondary 3 now.

Time passes fast. <:

One moment, I just became a Secondary 3 student, at a flash of the eye, half of a year has already pass by.

Since Secondary 1, before every holiday, I told myself: I must finish my homework before playing computer games. and at the last week of the holiday, I must start revising my work.

But I had never done that.

Even this holiday.

Results deproving. Homework not done. Not paying attention in class.

Told myself to study hard because I'm afraid to drop into NA next year.

But still, haven't found the motivation to study.

A Secondary 4 student next year.

Afraid to drop into NA, but no motivation to study.

Am I going to drop to NA next year?

Tried to find friends to help with homework.

But most of them are always not free.

Who to find to help with my homework?

My mum tells me to try and do by myself.

But even if I tried, I will still have questions that I'm unable to do.

Who can I seek help from then?

No interests in studies. No interests in homework. No interests in listening to teacher talking the whole day.

Even during holidays, have to go back to school for extra lessons.

I mean, who would want to go back to school for extra lessons?

Who would want to keep listening to the teacher talking during holidays?

Holidays are supposed to be fun for us. Not a load of homework upon us.

People who like to go back to school for extra lessons and listening to the teacher talk all day long seriously are like bookworms.

I remember, when I was a Primary School Student, I did study.

And I did well for all my subjects.

<:

But that all changed, when I got to Secondary School.

Bad friends, bad influence.

Maybe that's what made me unable to study well.

But, its my fault that made me unable to study well. Not others.

Because I'm too easily influenced.

And trusting people too easily.

Can't blame others for what I did.

Maybe I should try to start doing my homework and revising for my work before holiday ends.

Afterall, no ones want to drop to NA from an Express class.