Status Quotes ♥

{ღ} You find out who your true friends are when somethings break your heart & you see who is there to help you pick up the pieces. ♥

{ღ} Sometimes... The hardest part of life is to find the strength to keep moving on. ♥

{ღ} Don't make someone a priority who makes you an option. ♥

{ღ} A friend will go up to your ex and ask why they dumped you. A best friend will go up to them and say, "It's because your gay isn't it?" :] ♥

{ღ} Sometimes letting go is the only way to find yourself again. ♥

{ღ} The hardest thing to do is letting go not because you want to but because you have to. ♥

{ღ} When we were close you always said we were Best Friends Forever, but now I see that's a lie because we aren't friends anymore. ♥

{ღ} No person has the right to condemn you on how you repair your heart, because no one knows how much you are hurting. ♥

{ღ} And its just so hard to stay strong when nothing is right and everything is wrong. ♥

{ღ} Become quite good at covering up her feelings, whether its heartbreak or hurt it becomes a second nature, just smile and no one will notice. ♥

{ღ} I'm not letting go, and I'm not giving up. I'm just learning moving on. ♥

{ღ} Have you ever wondered who really cares about you and who's lying to your face? ♥

{ღ} Real tears are not those that fall from your eyes and cover you face, but that fall from your heart and cover your soul. ♥

{ღ} Knows that you n ever know what you had until its gone... and when its gone you know you never can get it back. Either it was too late or it wasn't meant to. ♥

{ღ} A friend, will keep the secret of who you like. A good friend will tell you to ask them out. But a best friend will drag you over to them and make you talk. ♥

{ღ} You cry, I cry. You laugh, I laugh. You jump off a building, ByeBye. ♥

I{ღ} I'm done trying. If you want me in your life, you're gonna have to find a way to put me there. If you don't, that's me walking away. ♥

{ღ} I hate how we don't talk for weeks but then all of a sudden you talk to me again. Its like nothing happened and I slowly start falling for you all over again. ♥

{ღ} Sometimes, it's better to be clueless about what's happening around you, than to know every bit of information that would silently kill you. ♥

{ღ} Why is it that just as I began to let you go, you had to pop back into my life and screw it up again? ♥

{ღ} One of the hardest, most painful, soul-wrecking things you can do, is to watch the one you love loving someone else. ♥

{ღ} When you care less about what others think of you, and more about how you think about yourself, then you are on the road to true happiness. ♥

{ღ} A smile hides million tears. ♥

{ღ} Seeing you, makes my day hundred times better. ♥

{ღ} You make me laugh. ♥

{ღ} You don't deserve to be respected if you don't learn how to respect. ♥

{ღ} Tired of waiting. Tired of hoping. Tired of wishing. ♥

{ღ} The higher you hope, the harder you come crashing down. ♥

{ღ} You get my hopes up high and you crush me down again. ♥

Miss Tan, my Geography teacher, sms-ed me last night. After I slept. Today morning woke up at 7am plus and saw the message.

Its goes:

Hi Peiqi, due to some last min changes, i can't go to school tmrw. The test will be postponed to Monday after school. Sorry about it. Let me know u receive this msg. Miss Tan.

0.o

Then I was like like. OK! Then, SHIT! I Monday got bio sup. -.-

Then need wait after Bio sup then go test. Don know can or not. Later miss tan cannot then die. -.-

Haish. Shall go study other subjects then watch my show.

BYE!

Going back to school tomorrow for Geography Test.

Haven study yet.

Notes 1 to Notes 6..

Crap..

11am at school tomorrow.

Got enough time to study?

Wish me luck.

(:

Im gonna need it badly.

Let's start the post with today morning. (:

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Woke up in the morning at 4.45am to study for Biology test. XD Ended up, dozing off. Then keep daydream and stare into thin air. Like crazy girl. -.-

Then everyone woke up at 6am. Then went to school. My class, always I reach first one.. Sien.

Then I take out Biology and study. Don't know study what then anyhow study. Then later Sibelle, WenHui, Fuiyu all come le. Then lend the P.E. Reflection from Fuiyu to copy. (Y) P.E. teacher siao one sia. Also never do anything still want us write reflection. I didn't even know what happened sia. Came back from the toilet then the other classmates say P.E. teacher say need do reflection. Siao one sia. Then later hand in. Then went for Biology lessons. Do practical, individual work. But still got help from Nadhirah. (: Then later my bunsen burner wont light up. Then me and nad share the bunsen burner to heat up water. Then later around the end of the experiment, we put test tubes inside the beaker. Then the water too much sia. She put 4 test tubes, then I put 1 first then water started overflowing. Then the 3 more test tubes I just throw in then water was like overflowing like crazy. XD Then faster take cloth and wrap around the beaker. LOL! Then me and nad keep laughing. XD Then later Biology lessons end le. Go for maths. Teacher wanted to start the lesson then the evacuation bell thing rang. XD Then whole class was laughing. Then later went down together with whole class to the field. Then later went to the school field to assemble. Then later need squat down sia. Then me and Wenhui see spider on the soil and grass then we keep move move move. Then Sze Hao ask, What thing? Then tell him got spider then he was stepping all over the grass to kill the spider. -.- Then 20minutes later, teacher say can go back class, don know why so fast. -.- Then Sze Hao lead half of the class to walk the long way to skip Maths lesson. We were staying at the shelter let all the classes pass first then we walk. XD Then went back to class, still have lesson for around 20minutes. I think. Then later Chemistry lesson, teacher never come again. Relief teacher come then we slack slack. (Y) Then later recess, I went to take my geography file from teacher. (: Then later go for recess with Maegy. Eat chicken rice, wasted my bread. -.- Then after recess, geography lesson, got one worksheet never do, then teacher ask us faster do finish. Then lend from Zixuan to copy. (Y) He got 16/20. Haha. Then after Geography lesson was English lesson. English lesson was boring sia. Wanted to sleep. But teacher say if sleep need go infront do jumping jacks infront of the whole class. WTH.

Then later school ended at 12.20pm, then still got Biology remedial. -.- Super tiring. Till 1.40pm plus sia. Wastage of time. Then faster go home with WenHui, took 502, rushing for tuition. Reached home at 2:05pm. Then bathe till 2:30pm plus. -.- Eat lunch, 2:35pm. Chiong pack bag and do tuition homework: 2:55pm. Tuition starts at 3pm. Directly below my house, super fast reach. Then tuition was like so freaking tired. -.- Wanted to sleep. Keep daydream. Then tuition until 4:30pm. Then go home watch shows then started posting now again. -.-

Haish, I think my blog is like becoming like what I want to tell others but I don't tell them in the face. Expressing them in my blog instead.

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Seriously, you say I don't do anything. And during presentation, you want me go present? You say I don't do anything, seriously, think. Did you let me do anything? I wanted to write, you said: I want to write. I wanted to draw, you said: Let them draw. Then the other both of them also never do anything, you never ask them go present you want me present. I got ulcer, lips swollen, cant talk properly, what you want? Its such a coincidence that EVERYONE in the group had sore throat. You say you sore throat, but I didnt know that people with sore throat can still talk so loudly and laugh like crazy. That's obviously lying one can. Sore throat go present awhile will go mute ah? No right. =.= I got ulcer, lips swollen cant talk properly how you want me present? Your "so-called sore throat" talk will go mute meh? No right.

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You think its possible that you will run faster than her? No right. Her speed is obviously faster that you can. Its impossible that your speed is faster than her. Who do you think you are? =.= She is back leg strained le that's why cant run fast can. You go try keep running non-stop then later need compete again, will run fast meh? Use brain lei. You say they run slow, as if you run fast. People tried their best, and what did you do? Comment, comment and comment. Seriously, if people like this criticize you, you will happy meh? No right? =.= Do you mind considering other people feelings before you criticize them? No right. Respect yourself and respect others. If you don't respect others, people won't respect you. And till that time, don't blame others for your own fault. You know why others say you are a bitch? Because you criticize their friends in front of them. Who will feel happy? Use common sense la dey.

Obviously, Im posting my zilian pictures.

I was actually playing with my hair. Tie here and tie there. Clip here clip there. Then become alot kinds. (: Not really alot.. Some only.

First successful hairstyle! (:

-Using Secondary Camera. Quality not good. :x

-This is my mum help me use my phone main camera take. (: So quality better.

-This is back to my secondary camera.

This is the second unglam hairstyle. -.-

-This is my third hairstyle. Took it when I was on the way out. (:

This is the most successful and NAISH hairstlye. :D

Actually, I don't really like any of the pictures lo. Not very nice. My standard of taking photos is sort of high actually. Of all the pictures, I only think that the last pictures has just reached my standard. Not really nice either. But this few days don know why. Not in the mood. Standard of my pictures keep dropping. Must get back to my standard already.

Haish. Don't know why. This few days in a bad mood. Can't smile. Just stare blankly in the thin air. I've been thinking, am I in love? I don't know why but I had a kind of feeling for him. But I don't know whether he does. Sometimes I do see him looking at me. But we both drop our eyes immediately. I don't know whether it is a coincidence or just a wrong thinking of mine. Maybe I have misunderstood.

Haish. Just concentrate on my studies. That's my priority. My grades are falling. Esp. BIOLOGY! That teacher totally what the hell sia. Only ask whether can hand in worksheet in the afternoon during sup cause my tuition homework questions in the worksheet and I haven't copy out yet. Like this she also want scold sia. This teacher teach, confirm fail my Biology one.

Good Morning PEEPS!

Well, I just woke up in the morning and I was like so freaking damn sien.

Woke up early just for my DnT.

Well skipping all those crap. Just gonna talk about my face.

Well, my face and eye are still swollen. =.=

If won't go back normal and continue swelling, might go and see doc.

And get medical fees from that BENEDICT.

WTF sia.

Don't know how he throw basketball.

Claims that he was throwing to Rena who was standing at an angle different from mine.

Peeps, please use your brain la.

Is is possible to hit someone who you claim ain't purposely throwing to and claims that you are throwing to another person who is at an different angle?

Tell me when you guys get an answer.

Cause for me, I think that is totally impossible which means Benedict purposely threw the ball in my face.

nadhirah: Thanks for tagging!

Today during PE, someone actually use basketball to zham my face sia.

Well, I didn't know that from your angle, you could actually zham the basketball in my face sia. Rena was standing at an angle different from mine wor. I wonder how you zham into my face.

In the beginning, you said you wanted to zham my face. Then later you go zham my face, actually, I can say that you did that on purpose. Who knows whether you did it on purpose or accidentally. But from what you said and what you had done, I could actually say that you did that on purpose. And thanks to you, my face and eye actually went swollen.

This time, I let it go. Next time, your dead.

Been crying non stop today. But i don know why. My mood just sucks. Kept crying and stopped and cried again. My tears are like a tap huh. Keep crying. Not in the mood to study geography test. I wonder how am i gonna do the test tomorrow. Haish. Shall end my post here. :)

HEY! Hi!

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY PEEPS!

Hahas. Is everyone having fun outside? Of course you guys are! XD Well, obviously I'm not celebrating Valentine's Day outside. (: Homework-ing. Was sick during recess, so went home straight away after school. Never go remedial. Hope tomorrow teacher won't scold. Post some pics of my new hairstyle. Not really new, just a different way of clipping and tying it. :D

Well, Done!

Going to zao le. (:

Bye Bye! (:

AND!

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!

Morning!

Well, Im updating again!

In the morning, my mood was like,

Totally sien.

Then started to revise for my tests all those.

LOOK! I am really studying biology one can!

Totally sien. Don feel like studying at all. But no choice later fail test again confirm die. T_T

Well, I decided, Im gonna try to stop thinking about upsetting matters, if not later I got white hair or more pimples pop out and that will be seriously bad.

Okay, I'm gonna stop posting and continue with my revision. (:

P.S Later going out to Jurong East Library to do English Debate things with group. Stalk me if you want. XD

Bad Mood ):

You know, after knowing what you said, I have really lost hope and trust in you. But after these years, I still want to let you know that I really had treated you as my friend and I always will. I don know why but I really do like you. I don't know why. But I really like you, as my friend and as my really really really best friend. I will always treat you as my best best friend. I have always wanted to be your best friend. But I don't think that you have ever treated me as your best friend. Or even treated me as your normal friend. I have totally lost confidence in our friendship. But, nevertheless, I will still treat you as my best friend as ever. I really don't hope to lost our friendship but I'm afraid that it the friendship will just disappear and I really don't wish for that to happen. But now, I will still treat you as my best friend no matter what. I just want to let you know that I will always be there for you no matter what. I will always be there for you no matter what. Although you only treat them as you friends and claim that only they would understand you and I won't. But when you claim that I don't understand you, do you think that you really understand me? I can tell you that, you don't understand me. You don't know the real me. You only know the outside me.

I really don't feel like posting anymore. I don't want my mood to get anymore worser than it is.

Mood Swings ):

Although I have decided not to get angry anymore, that doesn't mean you guys can cut the limit can. Even though I decided not to get angry, that doesn't mean when you seriously cross the line, I won't say anything. Know your limits and everything will be fine. If you wanna compare, sure. I will compare. But think before you say anything. If you don't know anything, don't pretend to know. Cause that is seriously idiotic. If you don't know, you can ask or check on the internet. Don't be a smart alec.

Did you think why do I smile? Sometimes I may be smiling to cover up the fact that I'm pissed off. And sometimes I smile to cover the sadness. You would rather believe the fake smile than to show concern? Even Maegy and Erra and others, they would show concern and ask: 'What happened?'

But would you? No? You would just sit there, see that I'm sad, and just continue to crap and talk other things. You didn't show concern at all. Did you know that seeing that, makes me feel more upset? Even though I don't show that I'm upset, but, can't you see? Even people who don't know me well can also see that I'm upset. I have known you for how many years? And you just don't bother to show concern? What kind of a friend is that?

A definition of a friend to me, is that, that will cheer me up when I'm upset and vice versa. They would help when I have problems and lend a listening ear. They would also sometimes lend you their shoulder for you to cry. They would encourage you and never leave you when you are in trouble. But do you think you fit in any of the description? Although different people have different definition of friends, but this is what I think. Although my definition isn't specific. But this is how I think.

I am not for you to criticize, to be a friend to you when you need me and kick me away when you have no use for me. To help you complete your homework and then just kick me away when I need help with my homework. Help you when you need help then kick me away when I need your help. What do you do when I told you that I needed help? Kick me away? Leave me alone? Ignore me? What do I do when you told me that you needed my help? Helped you? Took the blame for you? What about you? Just ignore me?

When you think that I'm angry, that isn't really angry. I was just abit of pekchek. But did you try to understand why did I feel that? No? You just took everything for true when you see it. You wanted to compare who is more cham? You really wanna compare? Even if you are in pain, do you have pain till the fact that you are unable to attend school? Me? When I'm in pain or sick, it got worser and worser till that I was unable to attend school. But what did you say? Did you even show concern? You didn't! You actually said that I purposely wanted to skip school. Did you even know that I was sick? NO! You didn't even show concern! You only showed concern to your friends! What about me? I ain't your friend? You may not treat me as your friend. But I can tell you. I do treat you as my friend. And I always will.

RAWR!
Im soooooo bored..
Currently posting this at my mum fwen house.
:D
Shall upload heaps of pictures on Facebook and HERE!

Hiie!!

Haven post for a long time..

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New blog = dead blog...

-.-

Well, i wanna buy the Show Luo de new book.

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But no money.

Hope someone can buy for me..

(:

I also want buy the Hebe de DVD

Till now, haven buy..

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