Bad Mood ):

You know, after knowing what you said, I have really lost hope and trust in you. But after these years, I still want to let you know that I really had treated you as my friend and I always will. I don know why but I really do like you. I don't know why. But I really like you, as my friend and as my really really really best friend. I will always treat you as my best best friend. I have always wanted to be your best friend. But I don't think that you have ever treated me as your best friend. Or even treated me as your normal friend. I have totally lost confidence in our friendship. But, nevertheless, I will still treat you as my best friend as ever. I really don't hope to lost our friendship but I'm afraid that it the friendship will just disappear and I really don't wish for that to happen. But now, I will still treat you as my best friend no matter what. I just want to let you know that I will always be there for you no matter what. I will always be there for you no matter what. Although you only treat them as you friends and claim that only they would understand you and I won't. But when you claim that I don't understand you, do you think that you really understand me? I can tell you that, you don't understand me. You don't know the real me. You only know the outside me.

I really don't feel like posting anymore. I don't want my mood to get anymore worser than it is.